What?!! This is fascinating!!! Unbelievable! Incredible!
How can it be??? Here I am, quite normal. Nothing has happened to me. I am not hurt. My mind is quite relaxed but wildly excited by a strange phenomenon that has taken place in my awareness.

I HAVE JUST REMEMBERED WHO I AM!!!

Suddenly, the association with a narrow personality has completely vanished from my mind! I can only remember being centered on a hazy figure running about here and there, uttering all nonsense like the chaotic paces of a strange dream, and now the dream is over. I am awake, the sun is shining and life looks real. An overwhelming sense of relief is sweeping over me, expanding with wonderful thoughts which are visual in my mind's eye, a landscape I couldn't see before. There is an absolute sense of security, totally fearless, and not a speck of doubt about anything at all. Everything is just like magic and spontaneous. No fussing and fretting over what to do and how, where to go and when. Ah! I see... THIS is the pure bliss of Infinite Being, the threshold that has been eluding me for so long!

The concept of time gets blasted. One has the eye to see the same in everything. The innate, the intrinsic, the serene outlook, the rhythm of joy. Do you want to see it? One becomes unique in having access to that latent universal power. The same power that is relentlessly entering into everyone, in so many ways.

You hear a song and your heart misses a beat. You see someone gorgeous and you wish you had known that person. You see a moment of beauty and your soul feels calm. The sheer simplicity of being touched by that miracle, the faint traces of a fragrance from the flowers of the coming season.

Another lotus petal has unfolded and I long to walk into a wonderful garden, the fresh smelling meadows full of transcendent flowers. Open my eyes to a star burst sky and travel to another galaxy.

I put off the lights and turned on the T.V. The screen filled up with the faces of a couple smooching hungrily. I propped up two pillows and reclined on the bed to feed my eyes and heart, while a sudden current circulated my solar plexus.

We were three of us in my mind. She was a ravishing beauty, always young, always fresh with a heart as untainted as her complexion. Her dainty hands sometimes moistened in tears but the rosy lips always had a smile in them. The days were passing by and life became lonely as she began to long for the man of her life.

He was the ultimate picture of confidence. There was something luminous about him, the way he carried himself, the way he talked and the certainty with which he expressed himself. The strength of a fearless warrior and yet with a dignified gentleness that sparkled in his piercing glance that saw through any illusion. Night after night after night, I would imagine these two trying to meet after long years of waiting. They would have to be patient, incredibly patient to discover their joyous relationship one day. **

“Fairest girl of my dreams
and stubborn distraction of my waking hours,
you are as close to me
as my breath that feeds my lungs,
enables my heart to beat
and makes me want to live.
I can feel your presence
in the restlessness of my sleep
as the fragrance of a rose
I smelled so long ago,
in the wantonness of my sighs
that disturb my tranquil mind
when desires burst into flames
and threaten to consume me all.
The Sun's rays make me angry
for He tirelessly travels the sky
but hesitates to bring the day
Our love lingers around us
and gales of feeling bond
you and me into a single sublimity.”

“Every mistake, every stumbling, contains the seed of the same promising discovery that guides us carefully towards our destination. Every longing of love is only to intensify that need that brings about the blissful realization of Oneness. Each in our own little way, making it happen all the time, as we are the instruments of that change, the stage for the final act of an absorbing play.”

The celestial court in the heavens went about its mundane business of deciding upon the divine moments in the lives of earthly mortals. One by one their names were being called and judgments read out, changing the destinies of those persons forever. From the background came the soft strain of angels singing in choir. Suddenly my name was called. There was a shuffling of papers while a black cloaked minister with a solemn, indifferent countenance read out the history of my evolution to The Supreme, seated high above.

The seconds seemed like hours and I felt a sinking sensation as if I was drowning in a placid blue lake. A loud gong sounded in my ears and echoed for a long time, fading away in slow motion as I realized, somebody had rung the calling bell, waking me up from slumber and it was morning.

 

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** This is a popular interpretation of the Twin Flame relationship. Its truth cannot be interpreted in terms of romance as dictated by an unconscious mind. The energy of the Twin Flame is beyond anything. Both the Flames are required to understand their Oneness with the primordial fire and completed evolution. Then only the relationship is revealed to them.